…I’ll already be under the knife. I may even be finished. I’m having out patient surgery today because of “lady problems” I’ve had for many months, and I’ll be under general anesthesia. I’ve been through pain, ultrasounds, a biopsy (no cancer!), and, did I mention pain?

I’m 43 years old, I have my son, and neither my husband nor I want more children, but…there’s something about being told that you’ll never have kids again that’s made me pretty sad. I don’t want anymore children, but, I guess, having the choice to if I wanted to, was always there. But now it’s gone.

I’m doing what’s right for me and my health, and I shouldn’t have anymore problems, so that’s what I’m trying to focus on. I should be pretty well healed within three days.